會考.

會考竟然0分左...唉連無咩讀書既人都好過我了...

估唔到我會考個時晚晚出去讀..讀完都係得個F...

不過要怪都怪我唔緊努力,做成禁樣既成績出來..

但係,當日當我剛剛上完堂個時,我個呀哥SEND信息比我,話郭旻迪你係0分既會考生..

我成個人呆左..之後我一到行行行...行去等巴士個時,我真係好想大叫!!!!

係等巴士個時,我係禁見到好多車行來行去...我個時係到想 .我係唔係應該行出去la?

我讀左禁多年書,就係曬左呀媽同老豆禁多年既錢..

禁樣我同蛀咪大蟲..大咩分別?

個時我個腦係禁話自己,話i am shit! or maybe suck than the shit!!!!

果時我依家行去2步既la...仲有幾步我就沖出去個馬路到..點知道,係呢個時候我有d朋友過來同我打

招呼..禁樣我就想話打完招呼先仲沖過..點知一個來完就到另一個來..

我個時係到想,係唔係個天叫我唔好死..係唔係個天叫我想下我死既話,我既朋友會為我哭?!

所以我打消左呢個想法..

之後返到屋企,我係搵野打..用隻手用力禁大..想發洩..

之後我忍唔住..一個人哭了.

之後我訓係張床到,哭..哭哭下訓著左..

之後我host family 返來叫我今晚出去食飯..我就同佢地講我病左..我唔出去食了.我自己煮野食得了.

返來之後..個host mom 問我..are u alright ivan? if u really felt not happy u can tell me,this is why the reason i am stay at here.

個時我真係好想好想哭,我想佢應該都見到d..不過我忍著無哭and話無野..就另轉左個身,去整3了..

我整3既時候,我真係好想個個時候可以有朋友安慰我,可以抱著我,比我大大聲禁哭!!!我覺得一個人
忍著忍著,唔可以同人講既感覺好辛苦呀!!仲有禁唔開心都唔可以表現出來好難頂呀!!!!!

之後..我好努力禁樣先平穩到自己既情緒,之後我想為我朋友做d野..就係msn安慰佢地la..雖然我知道佢地會未必真係比我安慰到,但係我都想比d支持佢地!!因為我唔想見到任何一個識既人唔開心,同放棄.

仲有,個日見唔到你on msn 我好緊張,驚你好唔開心,因為我從其他朋友知道你既分數..我好想可以支持你,但係我真係無計,我個時最想既就係係你既身邊..同你講句唔好放棄呀..加油呀!!

不過,唉..真係唔得...雖然我未必知你依家想緊咩..但係我估你都係想緊你既未來,+做咩自己唔好好努力..不過會考真係唔=一齊,,重要既係,我地既態度先=一齊..

我希望你可以頂到呢一關!!我都希望其他人都可以頂到呢一關!!!