One year again..

我都係無變到.. 我一樣都係禁無用..
我一樣都係咩成就都無.. 當個個好朋友都上左台..拎左佢要既應得既野..
我就只係永遠都係係台下..拍手掌.. 其實我真係好無自信..
我好唔鐘意自己禁樣.. 我唔係jealous人地..
我只係好憎自己禁無用..一年過了..
都係無變過..咩運動都無玩, 讀書有無特別勁, 連大學都上唔到..仲要連caurse 都唔知上唔上得成.
小巫都上左大學了..自己仲係到禁樣,,
我一世人都係配角....永遠都做唔到主角既了..我無禁既自信,,
唉..2次中學生涯都係fail..
我覺得自己好無用呀..我真係好無用..
明明覺得好似自己有進步, 其實自己咩都無進步, result shows that im still useless.
Im not a good friend, im really not.
I never will be successful.
It seems like i got lot of friends, but the fact is, i don't even know them a lot..
I might be will remember them forever, but im sure that, they won't remember me forever..
My life is just fail..
My college life is fail..
What is the point being a useless people?!
Im sick of myself now.
I really just want to close my eyes and say bye.
Sorry for the people hope that i will improve myself. However, I fail once again.. All i can do is just clap my hand..
I really hate myself..
I AM NOT A GOOD FRIEND.
I am shame of myself..
Cuz im just shit at all..
The best thing i could do is being a shy people. I just can be a shy shit!

Wish my friend are here.

I really wish all my friends are here, therefore I could find you guys or call you guys when I'm bored.
Here are really boring..sometimes I just thought that, I won't be able to stay here fro 4 years that long. However, my family wants me to stay in New Zealand study. But Seriouly, what is the difference between study in Hk and Nz?! I guess not much? without the english could get better?
But really? Is it means even i don't want to stay in there, u would still want me to stay in there? Do you ever think about my feelings? Do you really think im really happy in here? Is it the fucking money is important than me?
I miss you guys so bad..i wish i could fly back to Hong Kong now.

9/7/2011

唔經唔覺已經7月9日了. 今年好像一個趕年禁D時間過得好快,明明好似過左唔係好耐?
可能我已經不知不覺地慢慢禁樣X慣左Nz既生活掛~
今個月d好攰好難捱. 好似日日都有3,4個測驗禁.
唉, 從前我都唔相信,人會有報應既,不過依家我相信了.
從前係Sja唔努力讀書,日日之後訓教,同朋友吹水,心情好就做係功課,心情唔好既就訓教既生活...後悔
不過,都係老土個一句,我係唔會後悔我識到既任何一個朋友!
不過,依家係nz既讀書生活,真係好似個天上幫我一齊過趕返曬我浪費既時間.
哈哈..不過最緊幾開心,因為我既最好既朋友們好次主動搵返我了=]
仲有5個月係nz生活.之後就放暑假.
我今日都唔知做咩個人好似唔開心,但明明無咩特別事發生,做咩會禁既la?
最緊無咩新歌好聽..sad :(
不過la..haha.我有45gb用for一個月la!!!哈哈哈哈哈''仲有都係一樣價錢,10蚊nz $!
我可能我都係要早d訓今晚.
其實,人一生出來係唔係就為左搵錢, 搵完一世,就係左買樓?
其實,有時真係唔知上天想點. 你想我地係呢個世上體會d咩?
辛苦?開心?失望?信任?仲有d咩?
我真係唔知了...
唔知有咩打了...算la唔打了.
Good Night, hv an nice dreams:)

NZ Life~

哈哈..話禁快,,就來3月了..3月10日我就18了..@_@''
唔知道個一日有無禮物la...@@"'
我唔想18生日好平淡;;;其實我堅係想要人幫我開一個大party..等我可以玩下,,
haha..3月1日就係我德國既好朋友生日了=P..唔知買咩比佢好la~__~''
之後3月20日就係我host brother生日了~..我買左個xmin speaker ..+仲想買都一對slipper比佢因為我記得佢個對broken左..我因為會買比佢既..之後仲+張生日卡la..自己DIY的啊xdd"'
我一定要好好過3 月!!!
不知道香港的朋友現在怎樣呢??還好嗎??

人

人面難分真假 ,不知道為什麼連見一面好似都唔想.
唔想見? 好..我記住了...我再不是從前的郭旻迪了..我不會再求人什麼了
今次返來..都可以比我認清邊個先係真朋友同假朋友.
我點都估唔到你地會係d禁既人來...算la..算la..算la..我真真係心淡了..
已經有人同我講過一句說話,做好人唔長命,做壞人先會長命..好la睇來個個人對左了!
好人,,,我 唔 撚 想 再 做 la ...良心?
已經係我見到d唔公平既野..從來無人幫助..
我郭旻迪,從今日開始..跟住自己個心來做事..想做咩,就做咩!
唔想做..你求我都唔做!
88 la

時間.

時間呀時間呀..你既令我開心,但經常令我傷心..~

話禁快就1月了..今日已經係1月4日..我可以同朋友一齊見面既機會開始好小la..

我其實仲有好多朋友無見過or傾過計..有何B,馮撚,莊軒,呀泰+仲有呀城..

何B..雖然我地個一晚見過..可惜有好多其他唔識既人係到..不能談天說地~

馮撚..個次係太古見到你..可惜你返緊工..

莊軒..我都唔知仲有無機會可以見到你..因為你成日都要返工+踢波..我買左既手信都唔知仲可唔可以比到你tim.

呀泰..唉~你我都係見唔到..

其實我有好多個人都見唔到..我好希望係走之前可以見到曬你地LA~

威威..我其實真係好想成日搵你傾計同玩+談「心」~

可惜..無奈的是你經常不得閒..不過我都明白到,第一我地無共同興趣,並次無同樣玩既運動~禁樣自

自然然..大家會變成生活圈子都唔同~今日我send過信息比你..但係我真係唔知道係唔係應該過來

你屋企好了...雖然你口說無問題,但係我唔想因為自己的自私來影響到你.

我同自己個良心講,,郭旻迪..你竟然可以忍唔到個既日?!之後開始了一場長達唔知幾耐既良心戰..之

後最後我個心都係戰勝左..你既然係我既好朋友..就算我想來到死...我都唔可以為左d禁無聊既自私

來你屋企

我突然有點兒愛你這一個BLog,可以給我想打自己想打的東西~好似唔知有無人知禁tim@@''

我係時候都要準備心情返Nz la..希望我可以搵到我d朋友,,+我一定要開始汁野了...因為我想做一個

熟男...是成熟的男人,,出年就18了~唔可以再個樣禁細個..樣野無plan,我開始要用返個大腦la!

哈 哈 哈 哈 哈!!看我發威!