One year again..

我都係無變到.. 我一樣都係禁無用..
我一樣都係咩成就都無.. 當個個好朋友都上左台..拎左佢要既應得既野..
我就只係永遠都係係台下..拍手掌.. 其實我真係好無自信..
我好唔鐘意自己禁樣.. 我唔係jealous人地..
我只係好憎自己禁無用..一年過了..
都係無變過..咩運動都無玩, 讀書有無特別勁, 連大學都上唔到..仲要連caurse 都唔知上唔上得成.
小巫都上左大學了..自己仲係到禁樣,,
我一世人都係配角....永遠都做唔到主角既了..我無禁既自信,,
唉..2次中學生涯都係fail..
我覺得自己好無用呀..我真係好無用..
明明覺得好似自己有進步, 其實自己咩都無進步, result shows that im still useless.
Im not a good friend, im really not.
I never will be successful.
It seems like i got lot of friends, but the fact is, i don't even know them a lot..
I might be will remember them forever, but im sure that, they won't remember me forever..
My life is just fail..
My college life is fail..
What is the point being a useless people?!
Im sick of myself now.
I really just want to close my eyes and say bye.
Sorry for the people hope that i will improve myself. However, I fail once again.. All i can do is just clap my hand..
I really hate myself..
I AM NOT A GOOD FRIEND.
I am shame of myself..
Cuz im just shit at all..
The best thing i could do is being a shy people. I just can be a shy shit!